I was just creeping on Facebook (ah, lack of studying happening… clearly.) and found the profile of this girl who is a year or two younger than me. I haven’t seen her since grade school and she looks so different - grown up, mature and well… I don’t know, it’s kind of weird.
So, it makes me wonder, does this happen in reverse? Does anyone older than me look through my photos and wonder where and how time disappeared?
I don’t know about you, but I have no clue. I’m halfway through my second year of undergrad and I still feel like I’m in grade school. I certainly look the age.
Damn Asian genes :(
I’ll just be young at heart forever, it’s okay.
I can live with that.
Just out of curiosity, if I see him sometime this break, will all my anger, frustration, memories all come back in one wave?
Well, that’s going to suck.
Distractions, I need you now! Or at least after my finals…
On another note:
Currently defrosting my Yoplait Tube.
There are a few things I still need to do over the break:
Sleep
Design
:)
Paperheart
The September Issue
Love Actually
Distillery District
Girls’ Night
Irish Pub w. Gordo
Jola & I
BFF & I
Xmas with Lucy
Fairwind Reunion?
Angel’s Xmas Party
Montreal/New Years
TO. TO. TO. TO. TO.
This song is growing on me.
@ the ARC... studying (sort of)
I just followed fuckyeahtoronto. It makes me want to explore Toronto beyond the heart of downtown - beyond the clubs, bars, shopping malls and hotdog stands. Sometimes, I watch Being Erica (amazing Canadian series) and I wonder where all the beautiful background scenes are from… and then I realize that everything was shot in TO.
But for now, I’m confined to the boundaries of the Queen’s campus. I don’t get exposed to civilization much… I mean, the hub is not an example of true civilization. It’s just an extension of campus…
I miss grocery shopping at Loblaws with mum. And going to REAL shopping malls.
Kingston is beautiful but in an incredibly small-town manner.
I love it but the city girl inside of me is dying to get out of here as soon as possible.
The next week is going to be brutal (and I thought I already had the worst of it - it just doesn’t stop…) - starting tomorrow, there will be a final every other day + meetings. Considering the fact that I have not started studying for my second, third, and fourth final… I’m going to run into a problem.
I’m ready to redeem myself in the second term. Seriously.
I’m going to:
1) pick up the slack for QEC as soon as I get home - get all my publications done
2) start thinking of DECA initiatives/improvements for the year and do my job as a co-chair
3) organize everything related to the fashion show
4) internship/summer employment searching…
5) work on Muse
Ahh, now only if I could skip the next week.
Christmas is in less than two weeks - I can’t even believe it. I’ll be home on the 22nd and I just can’t wait to see everyone’s faces back home… it’s been such a busy term for all of us that it’ll be a great big reunion.
There’s also a junior high reunion. YES! I wonder how many people from our little “group” back then will go… I know I’ll be there :)
On another note, I just want to go home and get this thing rollin’.
It’s been a long month of anticipating and being stupid… so here I go.
My horoscope sounds pretty good for the month.
Mmmm, assurance.
Screw modern love
I want a love that’s simple, crazy and just comfortable… because I’m simply too tired of falling for modern love.
I want to be able to just dance, not grind. I love dancing to Glee mashups.
I want to be able to talk about how I think that maybe the world is controlled by aliens who treat us like lab rats… AND have intellectual conversations.
It’s really that simple. I’m tired of making things more complex than they should be.
It’s nice being single - I get to focus on doing my own thing and needless to say, it’s hectic but I love everything I do (minus spot rates, risk and return.. betas…SMLs…).
The girly part of me though, sometimes makes me wish that there was someone to share it all with - someone to appreciate everything I do.
It just seems that every time there is someone who does do that, they’re either 1) creepy or 2) there is no chemistry. Ahh, luck of life.
Anyway, I’ve been single for such a long time that I’m used to it and to a certain extent, I believe it’s good for me. It’s just that when it snows outside and Christmas is in less than two weeks, it kicks in.
Okay, back to finance boot camp.
I failed that miserably.
And no, I’m not referring to my exam (though that will probably be the case two days from now…).
I’ve been consuming absolute junk for the past two days.
BK, McD’s, Cheetos, Toblerone, Monster, Stooley’s, Americano x 12481924, Red Bull.
That sums it up. No wonder I feel like ass.
I need to go home already.
Get away from school, exams, school… exams…
On another note, I love how I rearranged my room. My bed is now right by the window and the Christmas lights are taped onto my wall. Everything’s a little more organized and it’s a bit more spacious.
I love waking up right next to the window -daylight starts my day off right.
Agitated
I refuse to let anyone control my happiness.
I’m just in a v. shitty mood right now… no, really, I am.
I don’t want to do anything right now. Psychology sucks balls. So does finance, marketing and anything school related.
Maybe I’ll be in a better mood if I sleep. But I’ll probably never wake up. I’ve even tried the ultimate pick-me-up-er… fries.
Yeah, no.
I need an energy drink.
But wait, it’s snowing. Kingston winters suck. And I don’t want to walk to the corner store. Ugh. Maybe I will.
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amazing cover. wow.
GREAT cover of one of my faaaaaaaave JM tunes. I hope he it plays it in February :)
Comfortable by Matt Cusson
originally by John Mayer
(via andeventhis)
Stress.
Do you ever do things at the spur of the moment, even though you know it’s a completely terrible idea? I mean, you know that it’s incredibly wrong but you still go ahead and do it anyway.
I do that a lot nowadays, what’s up?
I think it’s the stress catching up to me.
Several thoughts as of 12:43AM:
1) I will never stalk on Facebook again. Funny story. There’s an app where you find your stalker on Facebook and I ended up as #1 on my best friend’s page. WHAT IS THIS? I don’t even stalk his wall… seriously. Apps are so unreliable.
2) I’m hoping he doesn’t use this app… lol. Fml moment coming up.
3) I’ve been staring at my psychology text book for the past 12 hours (yes, this is an accurate account of how I have been spending my Sunday). I have two chapters (minus two pages) of notes completed. Now for reading seven more chapters…
4) Finance studying starts tomorrow. I just don’t want to imagine the mess I’ll be in…
5) I just want to go home.
6) New years in Montreal sounds like heaven to me right now.
7) Screw this. I knew I was expecting too much from the beginning any way.
8) “One more screwed up relationship or non-relationship and you’re probably going to give up on life/become a lesbian/live with cats and birds when you’re 40.” Thanks JY. It’s probably true.
